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Jun 1, 2005
Still living....breathing through shrouds of smoke

         Hiyo all.  Hope you are doing well.  I'm not.  But I've learned how to get along nicely without being completely happy....or at all.  Big news....I'm quitting my job....next week is the last that I work at Winco.  I'll be working for Randy my mom's boyfriend for a time....then I'll move on to something else possibly starting schooling.  I'm dead broke with debts up my ass....at least that's all that's up there. haha....baka.  If anyone ever wants to get a hold of me....find me on third street in the mornings and shari's restaurant at night.  Till I see you all next.....Peace.

            Craig

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Mar 15, 2005
Car trouble

               So work screwed me over a little bit and only gave me 24 hours this week...but that's okay because after my four days off I work seven days in a row.  But most importantly my car has finally started giving me trouble.  Today it started overheating, and when I popped the hood I was missing the oil cap.  Now this wasn't much of a problem considering I already got a replacement today, but after this incident, my car gives me more of a hassle when I try to start it.  So I guess I'll have to get it checked out or something.  Other than that all is well...I wish the same for the rest of you.  Take care.

               -Craig-

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Mar 10, 2005
hours upon hours

            I'm trying to save money, and start schooling currently; so the 40 hours a week I've been getting are greatly needed.  Basically 7 more payments on my car, a few more months till I get to get rid of my phone, and a couple weeks till I get my raise.  It appears all lies in the future.  Till next time, take care everyone. 
               
            -Craig-

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Feb 26, 2005
And time drifts on

         I'm sitting in the linfield library typing this.  I'm bored, but not.  I need to figure out lots of things in my life....such as schooling, working, leaving, and saving money.  Anyway, I don't really have anything to write as usual...so till the next pointless blog.

         -Craig-

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Feb 15, 2005
Update

            Well it has been quite awhile since I've put anything on my blog here....so I decided I'd update and let everyone know what's going on.  Although I doubt any of you read this....I am doing well, and have been moved into the produce department at work =).  I got a new car, 85 Honda Accord Hatchback.  I am also currently looking for an apartment, since I refuse to stay under my mother's roof any longer.  Other than that I'm just hanging out.  Talk to you all later.

               -Craig-

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Dec 14, 2004
*sigh* fine

            Okay, it appears I've been beckoned back to the blog.....and to rant about pointless things and stupid people.  Alright you hate loving fans, here you go.  People suck ass.  They are always in the way, always fucking things up for you, and always, always being ignorant and lazy.  Solution : death.  Too bad legality is a problem for the solution.....fucking society.....there happy people?  If not, fuck it, fuck this, fuck that, and fuck you.  I'M BACK BITCHES!!!

               -Bean-

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Dec 6, 2004
good bye

               In respect to my last entry....I'm hereby discontinuing this blog.  If you are indeed my friend you can find out all about what's going on in my life from me.  Farewell all, I wish you well.

                  -Bean (the tiger striped cat)-

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Existence is nothing

               All I have to say this time, is that people shouldn't worry about the little things.  Sometimes you just have to quit caring whether people like you or not and live your life the way you want, not letting things like that hold you down.  Sure, you may love some of the people that you feel this way about......let them go.  Life's too short to struggle over the thoughts and feelings other people may have on you.  Just keep looking to the future and live you life, it's all you really have.  Till next time.....

                   -The Tiger Striped Cat-

If you meet the Buddha, Kill the Buddha...
If you meet your father, Kill your father...
Free of everything,
not bound by anything,
live your life just as it is...


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Dec 1, 2004
Life is a downward spiral

               *sigh* My toenail is falling off, I just had a wonderful encounter with police officers, I'm getting nowhere money wise, I have few friends and the number just seems to go down, I have no luck with women, and I regret most of my past.  Seriously if anyone reading this hates me enough....shoot me please.  Sorry for the pathetic entry but it reflects my current views on life and this existence of mine is utterly pointless and pathetic....in fact I honestly don't know why I'm writing this....it makes no difference anyhow....no one really reads this damn thing

                  -The Tiger Stiped Cat-

Rag Doll - by me

Hung in the air,

Dead, precious, and fair,

A noose for the weak,

For those who's lives can't keep,

Feelings grown numb,

Lost, confused, and dumb,

No longer does the world stay turning,

The souls of the misfits burning,

Realization of all the nothing that is,

A sliver of a life that once was his,

Current of life will no longer bend,

A searing scream for this life to end.


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Nov 29, 2004
huh? what the hell?

               I'm really tired right now for some reason so please excuse the lame entry here.....not that any of the others are any better.  Working lots, buying Ody's computer in a couple weeks, obtaining various japanese items, and really just kinda dying.....slowly.  I'm gonna go watch anime now....hehe.....Samurai X the motion picture.  ja

               -The Tiger Striped Cat-

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Real Name : Craig Bainter

Location : McMinnville, Oregon

Age : 18

Marital Status: Single

Condition : Alive...kinda

Waiting for : Nothing
   

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